post-grad

I think I'm going to start blogging again. This is my attempt to start anew. Now I'm in the post-grad malaise phase of my life. It's good fun. My relationship with my girlfriend has been gradually ending for the past 6 weeks. I couldn't explain why because it doesn't completely make sense to me. Maybe it's because some weird psychological stuff I've been going through.

Last Tuesday at work I had a severe panic attack and went to the hospital. I canceled my plans to go to France. It was my second hospital visit this summer. During the first one I was happy and on morphine. This time I was panicked and crying and on no drugs. They gave me better sleeping pills, though.

Now I'm in Bethlehem, figuring shit out as they say. I have to go back to Northampton one more time and move out all my of stuff. It makes me uneasy to be there.